Becks' Domain

Maid of Honor is truly an emotional job as much as work-related, even thought I don't live in Salt Lake I sure feel the pressure.  But I enjoy the pressure of having a job to do, and I know I'm not the only one who feels that way. 

I was just chatting with my Court yesterday, and realized something ... possibly again ... That Courtney picked me for her bestfriend, and not Samantha whom she's known the longest.  For a minute I felt bad because I felt like I stole Courtney from Samantha, but then I realized that I didn't do it, heck I was 6 or so! So I know that Courtney must have chose me, but why?  What makes me so special?  Not that I'm not grateful and happy because I so totally am, after all, I'm her Maid of Honor. 

Then I got off subject in my head and thought about when we actually came up with these crazy marriage thoughts... and well I think we came up with eachother as eachother's Maids of Honor, but we were like 10!  Its funny to look back, and see it like it just happened yesterday.  "I'll never lose my bestfriend, but gain a brother." <-- thats what my mom said yesterday, and it's so pretty.

I know that on her wedding day I will possibly cry, but I also know that the Maid of Honor speech will flow through me even though I didn't rehearse any of it.  I don't even know why I am going to write stuff down because I really don't need to.  I'm not going to drink, 1) cuz its gross, and 2) because Courtney is not going to have any alcohol at her wedding reception and I know no one else will.  I know she will have the best man in the world, that I am sure of!

1 month and 23 days left until I see her in her beautiful white dress, it will be perfect.  And if it's not, if someone objects, I will have to punch the living daylights out of them!!  Simple as that.  Knowing full well my strengths are not in my arms. 

Until next time...