Becks' Domain

Wow, I haven't realized it's been so long since I wrote here!  Almost two whole months!  I guess I have just been extremely busy with school... and Courtney's wedding...!

So I went to the wedding last month and I got to meet Danny my new "brother-n-law" and I absolutely adore him! I am so glad Courtney married Danny, I couldn't see a better husband for her!  They are amazing to watch together, all that compatibility is striking to me probably just because I ...

Maid of Honor is truly an emotional job as much as work-related, even thought I don't live in Salt Lake I sure feel the pressure.  But I enjoy the pressure of having a job to do, and I know I'm not the only one who feels that way. 

I was just chatting with my Court yesterday, and realized something ... possibly again ... That Courtney picked me for her bestfriend, and not Samantha whom she's known the longest.  For a minute I felt bad because I felt lik...

Finally school is over! Yay! I really hope I did well!  But I guess I'll have to wait and see.  

So I figure I owe you guys who read these things an explanation of why there are so few... well, there was school that was keepin me busy, then there is a fact that I have an iron-defecency problem that hopefully is done and over with now.  I didnt have much energy to write, and having school to keep up with...

Wow, it seems like just last week I wrote, but sadly its been about a month.

Last week, I had a really busy week, I visited the community college I am going to transfer to.  I am transferring because the school right now that I am in doesnt have my degree but its a heck of a lot closer than the one I'm tranferring to.  grr... But thats life.  I got lost around the building twice and told to go to other buildings about three times before I was actually seen by the r...

Happy Hallows Eve,

Hey guys, so I am really sorry I didnt write last week, I had a lot on my mind but I really didn't want to talk.. at all. 

The reason for me not wanting to talk much, is because I had 3 deaths in my family  Well 2 human deaths and my pet rat died.  My grandma Jean on the 18th, my rat Abby on the 20th, and my mom's bestfriend's mother Pat on the 22nd.  So 3 deaths in approximately 5 days.  Thats definitely sad. 

But tod...

The week of 10-13 has been interesting but really good so far.

So you ask, "What have I done for my country this week?"... my usual answer is say the "Pledge of Allegiance" but Im not going to be a smart-allec.

Ok, so I haven't done anything for my country this week.

But remember last week when I said my bestfriend Court was getting married sooner or later because now she's engaged?  Yup, still engaged.  I've been helping her pick out things like dresses and...

Ok, so I have had some extremely busy weeks.  I just wanted to let you know I haven't died and I haven't forgotten about this place.  It's just been really hecktic lately. 

Last week, I mean Tuesday through Thursday, I was really sick and I felt like I was going to die (of course right?).  I'm still not completely over this "sickness" (oooh, I hate the word "sick"!) but I am almost there.  This weekend is busy for me too, I have made plans to go visit a frien...

Ever have one of those moments where you think, "That should have been me?" or "Why am I nothing like other people" or "Someone just shoot me, now!"?

I just had one of those moments.  Yea just one of those rare moments where reality comes flying at you full-force and there is absolutely nothing you can do about it. 

My friends here are getting married before I even have just one successful relationship.  It just doesn't seem fair.  Most of the ti...

I have given up on finding someone special in my life.  So instead, I am going to let God and Jesus find my special someone.  I have come to realize that being proactive is not getting me anywhere real fast or slow; I am at a stand-still.  I am just as much a social-butterfly than ever.&n...

HAHA, my college teacher Mrs. (Pest-ot-nik) is a very outgoing ditzy person!  She is soo funny, from forgeting dates of due assignments to possibly think that if her head wasn't attached, she'd forget that too.  However, she can be really useful for the holiday shopping days.  haha, Today she introduced us to a sale at Circuit City on movie deals.  We all thought that was cool (I did too! But then she started reading off the list of movies on sale) 

The f...

In your life you must ask yourself to DARE to do things.  I have this little board/picture on my bulletin board and it gives some really good advice to live by.

Alphabetically listed:

"Ask For What You Want,

Believe in Yourself,

Change Your Mind,

Do What You Love,

Enjoy Each And Every Day,

Follow Your Heart's Desire,

Give More Than You Receive,

Have A Sense Of Humor,

Insist On Being Yourself,

Join In ...

Well I guess you could say that I had an OK weekend [last weeekend], but I had kind of a emotional breakdown yesterday. 

What I mean is that I realized [kinda suddenly] that things will never be the same as before.    My events will never have the same effect on me as they once did.

My dad was gone this weekend to Florida and my mom and I were basically free to do what we wanted; which usually ...

Ok, well remember my dad was being a complete jerk?  Well, I really do think that he has selective memory and that he only remembers what he wants to.   haha.  So?? we kinda had a talk ab...

OMG! I went to an OI gathering today and it was so odd.  The reason I say odd was that it was totally unexpected.  I must have not kept up with the times because everything has changed!  Everything is new to me, and definitely not forseen!

There were about 6 kids with OI at this house in Keri, NC and they were pretty much all walking!  I couldnt believe it! 

I have types 2+3 combo and I KNOW that I can not walk nor was ever expected to.  Gra...

My life is nothing but a big fork in the road...

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I often thought of being an Advice Columnist for like a news paper; however, I dont think I have gotten to know all the things to give advice on.  My mom says that I would need to a lot of research and stuff, but it really does sound like fun. 

...awful.  I'm saddened by my life today.

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First it started off with my dad being really mad at me... well, he is not REALLY mad at me, I think he is more mad at himself rather than I.  Reason being is because I am trying to take control of my life and when he is taking care of me then I have to obey his doings even in the order he does them... even if they are not correct and just wont work.  So we talke...

This is not a blog about me.
It's a blog about my wishes for others.

You know how life seems so simple at times?
Well, behind the simpleness there is always an event leading to distruction for someone else.
I'll be first to say that it is absolutely not fair.
Life seems to good for destruction.
But when destruction happens, its inevitable, irreversable, and sometimes ironic.
An event can be foreseen, but usually ignored by the ones who matter most ...

Over the course of my life, I have learned things about me and about other things around me.  I have decided to make this list for people to see, and for me to never forget.  This list is not complete, but I will update it periodically with new things.  I hope that everyone can benefit from it in some way or another.

¢À Can not go to the mall on Saturday night. (too packed!)
¢À My friends are considered my best-friends because just the word "friend" is another w...

...is never a good thing to have...
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Today was below average in how good it was... even if the day is not over yet.  Long story short: my "person" is piece of work... literally... I really don't look up to her at all because of it.

We went out to lunch today... (not really what I wanted to do, but I did already promise her that we would) she paid with cash.  I offered because I knew she shouldn't...

What is in an appearance?

Appearances to me are something that is seen by absolutely everyone and that can't be ignored.  I know this for a fact.  When I am in public, I try to be as precise as I can so I don't look like an idiot or act like a "little kid".  Safe to say, I do a pretty good job of that.  However, people around me (my "helpers") need a lot of work. 

Like the "Bad Credit" blog, I had a bit of an incident yesterday that made me reali...